She........

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn?t matter anymore

It?s not always rainbows and butterflies
It?s compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door?s always open
You can come anytime you want

I don?t mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

wasnt in a good mood yesterday. went out and wasted my time instead of getting things done. went to the city all by myself ytd.

tsk tsk. typical. dont wanna talk about me either.

so. 'She' i bought her back ytd. 17/Oct/2009. She's pretty. xD wanted her all this while. but coudnt seem to find the right one. and when i was so down. God put her in my eyes.

She is juz near the window. i named her. Serene. due to the reason tht i bought her on 17 of Oct. which is my best fren's Serene's bday. another good reason is tht. Serene means calm, peaceful, unaffected by disturbance.

i will love her, water her, give her sunlight( i will try my best due to the black sky here).

say hellow to my new family members.

i got them back during the goose fair las las week i guess. its a massive theme park once a year here in nottingham.i played the dart game. which i kinda lost in both games. i played twice. due to tht reason. i only got the smallest bear. still. i love them.

they are brownie(left) and onion (right)

nevertheless. i love these people.

 

Cheers..

 

so i was in kl las week..from sun to fri..
it was great.
i was wit my forever companion--God
n definitely He's great.

so. 1st day. i went to meet up wit dear el in kl central in order to b guided to her place.
 i stayed in her place throughout the whole trip. in suriamas, sunway. nice place. its a pity tht i din get to visit the parks n d swimmin pool area..

haiz.

1st nite- Tim lim brought me out for super big, filling, delicious dinner. its sort of a mamak who sells good big portion of western food. SO BIGG MEATBALLS MAN...bigger than little italy's.. den went the curve those area.. he wanted to find some drum's accesories..thanks for the accompany n bringin me around bro. oh yeah, he brought me to FCC too.. pretty cool place.. all ikea's stuffs.. hahaha....
i encourage ppl to visit tht church n join their funns...

2nd day- i think. i went out wit Tim gain to hav brunch. sort of forgot d details. oh he brought me to Salvation oso. hmm. n check out his drum thing gain. den i was dropped at 1 U. hmm, meetin up Janice and aunty Lily n her 2 beautiful gals ther. to bring me around.. glad tht i can meet them. WALK whole day. bought stuffs n all..
den at nite. asked mel to print some documents for me.. thanks mel.

3rd day- a ha, d main purpose of goin to kl is finally revealed. to apply for a visa to uk..
woke up late. sort of. parents keep on callin me to wake up.. HAIZ..
did devotion n all n rush out wit a prayer in heart. coz i have to walk to alott of places by myself. 15 mins walk to the ktm, den go hmm central den go hmm change to monorail which is temporily in construction.. need to walk d whole way to get it.. to bkt bintang. den to hmm stan chart bank. gosh. went ther it was stil early. gosh. it only opens at 1015. MY GOODNESS .. so. waited. .. .. .. opens. ask for a letter.. badnews arrived. the lady said d letter wil only b out at the end of the day or worst. 3 workin days.. i was like..+$%#*@&#* bull shit man. heh
called mr teh, called mum, called God. mum worried. v prayed hard.
thank God. it released in the late 12. ask them to photocopy for me. cant warr... went to sungei wang to find for it. gosh. luckily God sent some angels during d journey.
okay. met yvonne n cassie. okay. v talk. den. off to go.i was already late to the visa area. its in ampang.
okay. train gain. thank God tht yvonne taught me how to go d easier way. haha. got ther. den asked 2 gals bout wher's wisma mca. they pointed out the direction..okay. here is wher God is workin oso.
teda... they were oso goin to apply for visa to uk...YAY. frens tht can lead the way. n v can share our thoughts n all..  n help out..
xD. met marshalle in wisma mca.
wisma mca= long queue. n d atmosphere was so.. full of anxiety. saw parents accompany their kid.. n everythin
v were all afraid of bein rejected. i was paranoid. den met a guy. i think his name is alex. talked to him. he's from taylors a twinnin prog to uk. edinburgh.. din get his contact. wonder whether God wil make us meet up in uk.
den. waited. everythin was done around 430. i was wit amirah.xDone of d 2gals i met juz now. she's a mara scholar. she's doin actual science.. in uk.
okay. i was havin a lunch appointment wit yvonne loh on tht day. guess it was cancelled. heh. sorry yvonne.
den . after it. it was stil drizzling. i decided to not go bac tht early. i went to klcc. alone. haha. it was great though.
sort of.came bac late at nite. parents were freakin worried. sorry mum n dad. coz. i have to walk bac 15 mins from d ktm. so they were like. u better get home early....etc etc. k la. i prayed thruout the walk n all.
el n her hsemates. yvonne n eileen were in sunway pyramid.=.=tht el ah.. d next day she was supposed to hav exmas lo.

i thank God for gettin to stay wit her. tis makes us closer than b4 n v both knows tht is d work of God tht pulls us together. coz coz. she was kinda in her emo world. n i was tryin to bring her out of it. sort of. it was fun. enjoyed it. thanks el.

4th day.
hmm. oh. i went out wit beloved yvonne loh n her brian to eat in paandi..indian food. wah
sedap la. but HOT
gosh. haha. its cool though. rice on banana leaf lo. den fin eatin need to close it de. den. hmm.. learnt different names la. like imbly. haha.. n i forgot dy. den met up wit janice to go low yat. to buy digi cam. den. i  bought the wrong model. so disappointed at myself
T.T
stupid me. haiz. haiz. haiz. dim gaiiiiii.. den. went out wit tim at nite to midvalley. hmm v had carl's jr. nice big burgers..xD he owes brings me to big portion places de oh.. haiz. haha thanks so muc. den. walked around.
den.

5th day.
hmm. ohh. rmb. d nite b4. el prayed for me. coz i had tis red eye thing. den pray for heaalin. coz cant find any pharmacy at 11pm.. so worried it will swell.. den thank God. it did not swelll..wuhuuuu.. went out wit jason tai . to midvalley. to go eat brunch. went kim gary tis time. k la. haha. oh b4 tht. met up wit yvonne n cassie. cool...
den i went pharmacy. den jason brought us to um klinic. coz coz. yvonne yapp wanna take vaccination..but d nurse said cant..bla bla bla.
den.....i hav to meet up wit walt at 4 in pyramid.
man. i miss him. d times wit him is so blessed n full wit joy de. hahahaha.. eeeuw/ anyway.
yeah. v walked around. he bought me a bigggg gift.. belated bday gift wa. hahaha. den. v went tgi fridays for dinner. on me!
xD coz celebrate his bday. haha.. tgi's food nice man........ n got one super leng zai ther. i need to go ther another time.. hahahahaha.. den. gave walt his present. a fake bun. xD
funny incident. haha.. den.. v were late for our movies. v watched gijoe. stupid go. din tel me he watch dy. den say wanna watch wit me.. i was like..=.= okayy..
but. cool. v walked around. shop around. bought some nice stuffs.. met up wit yvonne n kelly they all.
hahahaha.. talk in a hot fire place. after tht walt rush to meet up wit his gf to celebrate his bday.
me.. hang out wit tai cheh yuen them den went asia cafe to find jason n joseph.
.it was a pleasant day.

6th day. hannah need to rush bac home. met up wit hmm yvonne to ask for help to get my visa. thanks so muc.
den oh ya b4 tht stupid taxi charge so high to go central only..tsk tsk..
den. took sky bus to lcct.
den.
met a cute man. i know those 2 words doesnt reli come together. but. haha. he is reli cute. a spanish guy. v talked. n he spend me mc d. coz ter met in lcct dy gain. long story. den. ..
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God has bless me. i pray tht He will bless everyone too.

xD